Things will be different
Thursday, July 2, 2009
7:58 PMEverything will feel different.
I will only hope it won't be that bad, if it is I will not try until I am ready.
I know I am being silly about this but I guess it's not a bad thing anyway, lesser time spent outside more time with my books.
It's good, I shouldn't be too overly subjective about the new situation. I shouldn't be too worried.
But today, I so had to hear from this friend of mine, about his/her experience in previous relationships. Happened so that the partner of my friend's left the relationship for my friend's bestfriend. What a bitch right? I know, I know internet awareness. But gosh, this is terrible, and it is frightening. Honestly. Doesn't it scare you how fragile things can get or can be? How difficult it is to trust. I wouldn't know how I would feel if my friend had stolen my boyfriend away. It's not that it will kill me to lose a boyfriend, but it's just the TRUST and all I won't steal your boyfriend cause I know he is your's and they say it in your face, but behind your back. Shit happens. Here I have this someone who behaves so differently around him, and acts so differently without. So it really pisses me off, and what's worst at times he reacts as though it is perfectly fine when already I have raised my concerns. So tell me what am I to say or react? Jealousy, come on who wouldn't be? Upset, you bet! I am sorry if I am bringing it up again, but it's something I feel there is a need to address. Well then again, shit happens. And if it does happen, I think I will be gladly happy cause I can then be free again and have a caucasian partner in the future.
That is if shit happens.
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Hello there! Adora's my name, I'm superbly hyped, and easy-going. Nothing beats the joy of hanging around with friends, howeever so hang outs usually never occurs in clubs. Sad to say, but I'm one proud fella to void parties, guess it's not my thing. Affiliates
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